We Didn't Come This Far, To Just Come This Far.

I just started the first week of my summer session. I told myself I needed a challenge and I also needed to knock out some credits before the fall semester. So I decided to bear down and take nine credits over the next seven weeks.


On Sunday night, I opened Canvas and started combing through the class modules. That’s when it hit me this was going to be a lot. Like, a lot. I'm working an average of ten hours a day, trying to squeeze in an hour-long workout, and fighting to get my sleep schedule under control.


To get a better grip, I decided to plan out all my assignments. Once I got everything into my calendar, the truth smacked me in the face. I have about seven assignments to complete every single day. I started to feel overwhelmed. But then a simple thought came to me, “Why not me?”


Someone out there is doing this, and probably even more. So why can’t I? I got to work.
By the fourth day of grinding through my goals, I was lying in bed feeling drained, stressed, and completely overwhelmed. For a split second, I thought, “It’s not too late to drop a class or two. Make things easier.” But I let the thought pass. I turned my focus to a YouTube video playing in the background, as I was trying to decompress. Then I heard the words I didn’t even know I needed: “We didn’t come this far, to just come this far.” That line hit me like a train.


I thought, “I just made it through half a week. That’s all I need to do, six and a half more times. I can do that.” I owe it to myself to do hard things. I owe it to myself to become the best version of me. Sometime ago, in a quiet moment on the edge of eternity, I promised God I would give life everything I had. And He promised to help me.


That’s the team me and God against my challenges. And nothing can stop us if I just keep believing. So when things get hard, or when I feel like slacking off I’ll remind myself, I didn’t come this far to just come this far!

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